Chat with woman who like spanking games
I've explained that not everything about spanking is sexual and that wanting to meet, talk to and even play with others doesn't reflect one whit on my love for her. And as ever, Emily and I talked it out and decided to explore the local spanking community together, hand in hand. I knew the rules, they'd been emailed to everyone before the party, so no doubt she did, too. We didn't talk about spanking, not until much later.We took our first step on an October night, when we parked on a quiet Austin street at dusk and headed towards the sound of clinking glasses and gentle laughter. Organized by a bubbly redhead known as Chef Steel, these parties feature three-course meals paired with wine, served on china and crystal by respectful staff who glide about ensuring the guests' needs are attended to. And they were very strict: if she messed up our order, spilled one drop, or even let our glasses go empty, she'd get a spanking. But just being around them, being out, was liberating.I dated Jennifer during the advent of the Internet, and when she was out of the apartment I'd spend hours in spanking chat rooms or looking at spanking photos.A couple of times I met people, real live girls, who liked to be spanked.Only mine was a lot smaller, and I was the only one in it.I never told any of my girlfriends about my fetish, although I often made clumsy attempts to engage in spanking play. Not really, not unless she wanted it, too, and none of them did.
For more than 20 years I thought there was something wrong with me.At one point, I was in a hot tub with a woman who acted in spanking films and the female host, a retired police lieutenant.But as exciting as that was, I wanted to experience spanking with someone I loved.I thought that if, by chance, someone else felt the same way, then they'd be a dirty old man with a grubby overcoat and bulging eyes. I didn't choose to be kinky in this way, any more than a man or woman chooses to be straight or gay.The way I saw it, homosexuals had their closet and I had mine.